star wars? someone said star wars? REALLY?!?!?! ohhh myyy gooodnesss I! LOVE! FRINGE! SO! MUCH! peter is awesome. sooo aaawesooome. sssooo uuunnnbbbeeellliiieeevvvaaabbblllyyy AAAWWWEEESSSOOOMMMEEE!!! yup. THAT awesome. the show is SSSOOO CCCOOOLLL!!! vampires! interdimensional travel! walking through walls! actually, i know how they do that. they make the wall vibrate, and it kinda makes it go all jellylike. so, people can walk through it. in techy terms, they are disrupting the wall's atomic structure. something like that. i feel like such a nerd... actually, that's nothing, come to think of it. i was talking to my mom one time, and i explained why time travel is totally impossible (sorry, but it is) in like 15 minutes. why am i getting a sense of deja vu...?

OH. MY. WORD. i started writing ANOTHER story! this one's just a romance, though :D AND i've got an idea for ANOTHER story, which i'm not going to say anything about cuz it's still in the larval stage. the first one though is coming along nicely, and holy snap i forgot the password to my other blog... hmmm... NO WAIT i remember. anyway, i've also got three chapters of my first story done. i'm working on the first chapter of the other thing, and i haven't really started on the one i'm not going to talk about. wait... rats! i talked about it! oh well. heh, the first two stories barely even have plots. i'm workin' on it, though! :)

ok, sorry to anyone that's waiting for me to post more of my story on my other blog, but i'm kinda stuck. on the plus side, i started a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT story about SOMETHING ELSE because i'm ADHD, as i'm SURE you've REALIZED. and that something is about *drum roll* well...um...uh...superpowers. yeah. but it's coming along nicely! i've got two chapters done! (ok admitedly they're kinda of the not-very-long persuasion, but hey, i'm a beginner) anyway, it's not as corny if you read it. plus-plus-also-AND it's got (wait for it... wait for iiit) ROMANCE! i can't help it, i'm addicted. it makes stories more interesting. anyways, the main character (a guy, his name is peter) can control electricity WITH HIS MIND. that's called electrokinesis, kids, write it down. anyways, he meets this girl (zaria- that's pronounced 'zuh-RYE-uh,' not 'ZAIR-ee-uh,' btw.) and of course they inevitably fall for eachother. and lots of EXCITING stuff happens, too! like sticking forks in outlets! (NEVER EVER EVER do that, kids, i don't want to get sued because some IDGET stuck a fork in an outlet and GOT FRIED like a PEOPLE MCNUGGET) ANYWAYS it's going to be really cool. i might even finish it! lol but seriously, folks, you can read it when it gets published! (in my DREAMS XD) it's called The Outsiders. it is AWESOME! at least i think so. all my friends keep telling me that 'it is so cool!' and one of my friends said it sounded 'like a real book', which i'm guessing is a compliment... lol my sister said she was surprised, i'm guessing at the fact that i came up with and wrote a story, cuz i'm always talking about how i wish i could write, and it's like BAM! now i can. it's weird, but hey. HOLY MOLY this post is getting long! oh well. so i've been watching Fringe a ton lately (it's an awesome show, watch it) IT IS THE COOLEST THING SINCE CRIMINAL MINDS. i actually like it more than criminal minds *gasp* DID I JUST SAY THAT? OH YES I DID! this is stunning because i'm always jabbering about how criminal minds is my favorite show and yada yada yada, no one cares, catherine... oh well, i like talking so DILL WIDDIT. that's 'deal with it,' btw. well, ttfn!

ok, please, PLEASE vote on the above poll. in my opinion, everyone that doesn't know the answer should be mentally SHOT. not actually shot, cuz that would be going a little overboard. honestly, getting it wrong in any way is like saying MCGEE (from NCIS) is from CRIMINAL MINDS. i am prolly the only person i know that gets why that's such a drastic difference, but OH WELL.

well, i got the first part of my first story up on my other blog! yays! well, not much else is going on right now... man, when i move out, i wanna travel! anywhere that's not houston, texas, cuz i know this place like the back of my hand! *sees back of hand* that's new...

ok, so i made another blog that i'm gonna post my stories on. don't get too excited now, i haven't started yet! anyway, it's called 'in my mind' (the blog, i mean) and the thing is www.thisisthelastaddressitrybeforeigiveup.blogspot.com. uh, yeah, a lot of things were taken...

I need to start writing the story ideas I have stuck in my head, it's getting crowded in there! there's one where the main girl is basically a ghost throughout the entire thing. see, she's in a car when a bomb goes off, and she goes into a coma. she's so close to being dead that her soul kinda goes on walkabout. that whole thing sounds way better in my head... there's another one where the main guy has wings. I'm starting to think I'm allergic to reality. and logic. and sanity. which is why I stay away from them. oh! I accidentally made a voodoo doll! I made a doll out of black denim, and it's got black button eyes. one of the eyes is bigger. it scares me...

OOOKAYYY back to abnormality. i have a pink baseball. i named it beverly. OH beverly used to be a boy's name. for serious. i also have two normal baseballs (freddy and carl). i found all of them in the ditch behind my house. i love junk! *gasp* oh noes! i is a packrat!

ok, if i knew how to set up a poll, i would, but i don't, so just... comment or something. should i tell *unnamed* that i like him, or keep it a secret?

i can't think of anything to say... bubbles and loch ness... i believe in the loch ness monster, by the way. and various and sundry other cryptids (unconfirmed creatures). squeaky toys and rock-and-roll. when all else fails, be random!

i feel like posting a 'my life is average' type thing. i was at the library with my bff. theres a vending machine just outside it, so i got myself some funions... they stuck, so i paid for more to push them out. THEY STUCK. i paid for FIVE BAGS of funions, and i only ended up with four. the last one stuck. i'm convinced that vending machine is cursed. or at least the funions.

Ok, this is going to seem like a bolt from the blue, but y'know the thing I said about how I believe everyone has a soulmate? Well (I can't believe I'm doing this), I think I found mine. For serious. And its actually incredibly ironic because I'm scared to death to tell him I like him. this is ironic because, here I am, a complete romance FANATIC and the one thing I always think about is the one thing I feel like I can't say. y'know, I always thought I knew this 'love' stuff inside-out and backwards, but I guess I'm finally realizing that it doesn't always happen like in the movies. It's kind of sad. But if it doesn't work out, there's plenty of fish in the sea, as they say. On second thought, whoever said that is dumb. That's a dumb phrase. Cuz sure, there's plenty of fish in the sea, but the one you want is the one that got away. Ooh, double whammy! I'm getting better at quoting stuff! :D

ok, so it turns out cho didn't kill anyone. but he has a girlfriend! that freaked me out even more. he dates! there is a girl that he kisses and says 'i love you' to! HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND! what in the world! oh well.

what would you do if you had three wishes? i would want to find all the lost treasures in america, like National Treasure. then i'd want to be able to write all the stories i have in my head coherently. then i'd wish for infinity wishes. the world would get very interesting if my imagination was set free. people would be able to ride dragons everywhere. AWESOMENESS.

since it's february (and only a week until valentine's day), HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! to all my bff's. they are all epic/awesome/eccentric (like me!) and have MOXIE! (look it up) oh, and to all of you with warped senses of humor (like mine :D), google '339 puke synonyms'. it is the most hilarious thing EVER.

ok, i watched 'unbreakable' and it got me wondering- what would it be like if everyone had superpowers? not having a power would be considered different. if someone didn't have a power, they would be the 'special' one. and you can bet people would notice. in our world, if someone had a power, they probably wouldn't use it in public. but in Superworld? people would use their powers evey day! moms duplicating themselves, astronauts teleporting- and imagine what the Olympics would be like! if someone in Superworld was 'talent'less, it would be almost impossible not to notice. i wonder what it would be like...

AAACK! i just now saw the previews for next week's Mentalist episode! IT LOOKS LIKE CHO KILLS SOMEONE! also, he has a girlfriend, which is weird because he's, y'know, cho.

i found that on the web. my friend says i'm a romance junkie- guilty as charged!

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?


Sorin Cerin
philosopher
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I now have the awesomest friends ever. one lives in NEW YORK and is WRITING a STORY, which is AWESOME, and the other lives in the UKRAINE and can speak RUSSIAN, which is AWESOME. also, I have decided there are three things I firmly believe in; 1) everyone has a soulmate, 2) everything happens for a reason, and 3) peanut butter is the worst thing to eat after you cry.