razmataz. i'm kinda bored. well, once i've got a job and money, i can start doing some things from my bucket list. can't go to every concert for free, unfortunately. but i can't wait till i have money and a car. i'll see ALL my favorite bands in concert! yay! this calls for an autograph book! and hopefully i'll eventually meet the actors from my fave shows, but that might have to wait till i'm a famous writer!

i was reading My Life Is Average a second ago. one of them was someone realizing that, when they're reading, they act out the verbs (if a character sighs, they sigh, etc.) and i realized that i do the same thing. also, if i think something is funny, i'll read it out loud. makes me sound crazy, but oh well! :) ah, and something i remembered that i thought was cool; i was at the Hobby Lobby a while ago, and in the front there was a stone statue thing. from one side, it was an ichthus (the fish thing) and had an inscription (which of course i can't remember) and from the other, it was a cross. BUT, to see that it was a cross, you had to be on your knees. i thought that was really awesome.

i made a bucket list. a list of things to do bfore i die. so far, i've got 33 things on it, so i figured i'd start young! XD let's see,
1) learn to salsa dance,
2) eat a half-pound hershey bar with someone
3) publish at least one book
4) travel the world
5) fall in love
6) get married
7) have kids
8) meet my favorite bands
9) meet the actors from my favorite shows
10) inhale sulfur hexafluoride
11) read 100 books in a week
12) find someone that knows what argelfraster means
13) go to busch gardens and ride sheikra
14) read the whole Bible in a week
15) eat a half-pound bag of skittles with someone
16) shingle my house with license plates
17) go fishing
18) catch some beach fish
19) go around the world in 80 days or less
20) write the storyline for and publish at least one comic
21) write the script for a movie
22) meet savvy :)
23) meet dj :)
24) meet sa :)
25) go skydiving
26) try one of everything from starbucks
27) go a week without talking
28) go one day without using a computer/phone/tv/ipod
29) help people with diabetes
30) help people with cancer
31) donate blood
32) stay awake for 3 days straight
33) make a door out of driftwood

that's all so far! :D

i can't think of anything to say...ho hum...except that i found the BEST WEBSITE EVER!!! its called ThinkGeek, they have star trek onesies, titanium sporks, caffeinated, bacon-flavored lollipops (coffee-flavored too, of course), and envelopes with BACON-FLAVORED GLUE. and energy drinks. and gum. and gummy bacon. and bacon-flavored gumballs. I LOVE THESE PEOPLE! I'M GLAD SOMEONE THINKS LIKE I DO! XD

hyez people, sorry its been so long since i posted. ah, vacation. a time when all mental function ceases and lichen starts to grow on people's brains. its beautiful. i'm just sitting at home watching tv and reading fanfiction. i wonder why i love crime shows so much? mebe i'm meant to be a profiler! the only problem is, i decided i want to be a writer. mebe i'm just crazy XD but seriously people, how are y'all doing? also seriously, yeah i'm gonna be a famous fiction writer someday! i've got the starts of like four books already, but i get mental snags easily. like, really easy. oh well, i'll finish all of them eventually!

star wars? someone said star wars? REALLY?!?!?! ohhh myyy gooodnesss I! LOVE! FRINGE! SO! MUCH! peter is awesome. sooo aaawesooome. sssooo uuunnnbbbeeellliiieeevvvaaabbblllyyy AAAWWWEEESSSOOOMMMEEE!!! yup. THAT awesome. the show is SSSOOO CCCOOOLLL!!! vampires! interdimensional travel! walking through walls! actually, i know how they do that. they make the wall vibrate, and it kinda makes it go all jellylike. so, people can walk through it. in techy terms, they are disrupting the wall's atomic structure. something like that. i feel like such a nerd... actually, that's nothing, come to think of it. i was talking to my mom one time, and i explained why time travel is totally impossible (sorry, but it is) in like 15 minutes. why am i getting a sense of deja vu...?

OH. MY. WORD. i started writing ANOTHER story! this one's just a romance, though :D AND i've got an idea for ANOTHER story, which i'm not going to say anything about cuz it's still in the larval stage. the first one though is coming along nicely, and holy snap i forgot the password to my other blog... hmmm... NO WAIT i remember. anyway, i've also got three chapters of my first story done. i'm working on the first chapter of the other thing, and i haven't really started on the one i'm not going to talk about. wait... rats! i talked about it! oh well. heh, the first two stories barely even have plots. i'm workin' on it, though! :)

ok, sorry to anyone that's waiting for me to post more of my story on my other blog, but i'm kinda stuck. on the plus side, i started a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT story about SOMETHING ELSE because i'm ADHD, as i'm SURE you've REALIZED. and that something is about *drum roll* well...um...uh...superpowers. yeah. but it's coming along nicely! i've got two chapters done! (ok admitedly they're kinda of the not-very-long persuasion, but hey, i'm a beginner) anyway, it's not as corny if you read it. plus-plus-also-AND it's got (wait for it... wait for iiit) ROMANCE! i can't help it, i'm addicted. it makes stories more interesting. anyways, the main character (a guy, his name is peter) can control electricity WITH HIS MIND. that's called electrokinesis, kids, write it down. anyways, he meets this girl (zaria- that's pronounced 'zuh-RYE-uh,' not 'ZAIR-ee-uh,' btw.) and of course they inevitably fall for eachother. and lots of EXCITING stuff happens, too! like sticking forks in outlets! (NEVER EVER EVER do that, kids, i don't want to get sued because some IDGET stuck a fork in an outlet and GOT FRIED like a PEOPLE MCNUGGET) ANYWAYS it's going to be really cool. i might even finish it! lol but seriously, folks, you can read it when it gets published! (in my DREAMS XD) it's called The Outsiders. it is AWESOME! at least i think so. all my friends keep telling me that 'it is so cool!' and one of my friends said it sounded 'like a real book', which i'm guessing is a compliment... lol my sister said she was surprised, i'm guessing at the fact that i came up with and wrote a story, cuz i'm always talking about how i wish i could write, and it's like BAM! now i can. it's weird, but hey. HOLY MOLY this post is getting long! oh well. so i've been watching Fringe a ton lately (it's an awesome show, watch it) IT IS THE COOLEST THING SINCE CRIMINAL MINDS. i actually like it more than criminal minds *gasp* DID I JUST SAY THAT? OH YES I DID! this is stunning because i'm always jabbering about how criminal minds is my favorite show and yada yada yada, no one cares, catherine... oh well, i like talking so DILL WIDDIT. that's 'deal with it,' btw. well, ttfn!

ok, please, PLEASE vote on the above poll. in my opinion, everyone that doesn't know the answer should be mentally SHOT. not actually shot, cuz that would be going a little overboard. honestly, getting it wrong in any way is like saying MCGEE (from NCIS) is from CRIMINAL MINDS. i am prolly the only person i know that gets why that's such a drastic difference, but OH WELL.

well, i got the first part of my first story up on my other blog! yays! well, not much else is going on right now... man, when i move out, i wanna travel! anywhere that's not houston, texas, cuz i know this place like the back of my hand! *sees back of hand* that's new...

ok, so i made another blog that i'm gonna post my stories on. don't get too excited now, i haven't started yet! anyway, it's called 'in my mind' (the blog, i mean) and the thing is www.thisisthelastaddressitrybeforeigiveup.blogspot.com. uh, yeah, a lot of things were taken...

I need to start writing the story ideas I have stuck in my head, it's getting crowded in there! there's one where the main girl is basically a ghost throughout the entire thing. see, she's in a car when a bomb goes off, and she goes into a coma. she's so close to being dead that her soul kinda goes on walkabout. that whole thing sounds way better in my head... there's another one where the main guy has wings. I'm starting to think I'm allergic to reality. and logic. and sanity. which is why I stay away from them. oh! I accidentally made a voodoo doll! I made a doll out of black denim, and it's got black button eyes. one of the eyes is bigger. it scares me...

OOOKAYYY back to abnormality. i have a pink baseball. i named it beverly. OH beverly used to be a boy's name. for serious. i also have two normal baseballs (freddy and carl). i found all of them in the ditch behind my house. i love junk! *gasp* oh noes! i is a packrat!

ok, if i knew how to set up a poll, i would, but i don't, so just... comment or something. should i tell *unnamed* that i like him, or keep it a secret?

i can't think of anything to say... bubbles and loch ness... i believe in the loch ness monster, by the way. and various and sundry other cryptids (unconfirmed creatures). squeaky toys and rock-and-roll. when all else fails, be random!

i feel like posting a 'my life is average' type thing. i was at the library with my bff. theres a vending machine just outside it, so i got myself some funions... they stuck, so i paid for more to push them out. THEY STUCK. i paid for FIVE BAGS of funions, and i only ended up with four. the last one stuck. i'm convinced that vending machine is cursed. or at least the funions.

Ok, this is going to seem like a bolt from the blue, but y'know the thing I said about how I believe everyone has a soulmate? Well (I can't believe I'm doing this), I think I found mine. For serious. And its actually incredibly ironic because I'm scared to death to tell him I like him. this is ironic because, here I am, a complete romance FANATIC and the one thing I always think about is the one thing I feel like I can't say. y'know, I always thought I knew this 'love' stuff inside-out and backwards, but I guess I'm finally realizing that it doesn't always happen like in the movies. It's kind of sad. But if it doesn't work out, there's plenty of fish in the sea, as they say. On second thought, whoever said that is dumb. That's a dumb phrase. Cuz sure, there's plenty of fish in the sea, but the one you want is the one that got away. Ooh, double whammy! I'm getting better at quoting stuff! :D

ok, so it turns out cho didn't kill anyone. but he has a girlfriend! that freaked me out even more. he dates! there is a girl that he kisses and says 'i love you' to! HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND! what in the world! oh well.

what would you do if you had three wishes? i would want to find all the lost treasures in america, like National Treasure. then i'd want to be able to write all the stories i have in my head coherently. then i'd wish for infinity wishes. the world would get very interesting if my imagination was set free. people would be able to ride dragons everywhere. AWESOMENESS.

since it's february (and only a week until valentine's day), HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! to all my bff's. they are all epic/awesome/eccentric (like me!) and have MOXIE! (look it up) oh, and to all of you with warped senses of humor (like mine :D), google '339 puke synonyms'. it is the most hilarious thing EVER.